My name is Jennifer, I go by Jen. I have been trying to get to a healthy weight sense November 2011. when i started i was about 230 pounds. My goal is to get to 140 and to be a size 9. right now i am 197 and a size 14. I'm insecure and i hate my body. I don't think i have an eating disorder but i do like to eat and that's my biggest challenge against loosing weight. My entire life i have always wanted to ware a bikini and be the girl that all the life guards at water parks hit on, instead I'm always the fat one that they don't evin talk to. I have a boyfriend that thinks I'm beautiful, so in other words I'm not interested in being thin so i can get guys, i would just like to be a girl that guys think are hot. Or evin better i would like my boyfriends friends to tel him he has a hot girl friend and for my boyfriend to want to show me off. So, i am trying to get healthy and fit so i can look good in a bikini for me and to look good for my boyfriend! :D Fill free to ask me anything or message me. I'd love to be friends and evin a weight loss buddy!